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authorEthel Morgan <eth@ethulhu.co.uk>2020-07-06 18:23:10 +0100
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+title: Bruges
+date: 2014-06-20
+body: |
+ Endless twisting roads.
+ I kept running, ever conscious of the footsteps behind me, its march keeping to the drumbeat of my heart.
+ I took a left, almost falling from skidding on the torrential downpour.
+ Tap.
+ Tap.
+ Tap.
+
+ ---
+
+ After my recent submission to a collection curated by messrs McIntosh and Bergen, I took my leave for Bruges.
+ I had heard much of the Belgian air's restorative effects, and I was tired from my studies, and so I found myself but 3 days ago leaving the comfortable bosom of London for the continent.
+ The journey was largely uneventful, although I found myself attempting to leave the train at Aalter, as if in a trance, unthinkingly taking my luggage and walking to the door.
+ I came to as I had nearly stepped out, and returned to my seat.
+ I now wish I had not, and allowed whatever providence to succeed in its attempt to save me.
+
+ Upon reaching Bruges, I attempted to find my lodging, a small boarding house near one of the city gates.
+ I had procured a map while in London, but none of the streets seemed to quite match, and were named differently when they did.
+ I walked at least one circle of the maze, the trudging of my feet like a shambling chant, walking out some kind of prayer to be shown rest.
+ But as that thought crossed my mind, the architecture yielded, and it was before me, where surely it was not before.
+
+ I checked into the hotel, and went for a simple dinner in the small square a short walk away.
+ The mussels were delicious, the escargot divine, the beer rich and dark.
+ The streets, previously desolate and foreboding, were now filled with all kinds of people, bustling and scurrying to avoid the rain, suddenly pouring from the sky as it was.
+ I idly watched them to and fro, before the sky darkened, the rain stopped, and they disappeared.
+ I paid and left, and found myself stood on a bridge looking out over one of the many canals, and shuddered.
+ The river, its black mass seething and writhing beneath, gurgling as if digesting its last victim, hungry.
+ Even though it has no eyes, I knew it watched me pass.
+ It watched, and I shuddered, with something even more primal than fear, something that left me transfixed, held as if by the hand of God Himself, if such a thing can even exist in the face of this... thing below.
+ By the time I returned to my body and came to my senses, the shadow in the water was gone.
+ I stumbled back to my lodgings, shaken.
+
+ The day that followed was agreeable, visiting local collections and enjoying delicacies.
+ The rain left me soaked as I walked, and I often found myself at a loss attempting to comprehend the geometry of the place, but suddenly it was refreshing, almost comforting in a way I can't quite describe but felt so assuredly.
+
+ There was one moment of unease, however.
+ Within a collection devoted to showcasing local produce, I came upon a scene of such macabre intentions I can barely comprehend.
+ A vision of a man consuming his own flesh, as if overcome by madness, not for want of food, but of such warped senses as to find it appetizing.
+ Next to them, a woman offered up her child, like a basket of delicious fruits, insane and twisted.
+ Confused and unsettled, I moved on into the safety of the rain.
+
+ I woke the following morning, packed my things, said my goodbyes, and started toward the station.
+ I inevitably found myself lost, the maddening layout mocking me as I walked in circles again.
+ I could not even try to ask a local for guidance, as the streets were once more empty.
+ After an hour of this, the sun beating down on me, I tried to stop for a lunch, or perhaps one of the Trappist brews, but found no-where open.
+ A bell tolled in the near distance, hidden behind the walls of this maze, so close and yet obscured and concealed.
+
+ I turned, looked at my map, turned again.
+ Everywhere, a winding road of esoteric yet uniform architecture, devoid of any kind of life.
+ "Gieterijstraat", "Witteleertouwesstraat", "Minderbroederstraat", the language as arcane as the streets themselves, seemingly assembled without form or reason.
+ It was at this point that I knew.
+ The city had caught me, and now it was simply playing.
+
+ I walked and walked, growing tired and hungry.
+ I longed for the rain, to cool me in the sun and as reassurance that time was truly passing.
+ But with it came the footsteps.
+ When I first heard them, I felt joy, but it soon turned to terror as I saw what was making them, for I had seen it in the eyes of the man feasting on himself.
+ I turned and ran.
+ The footsteps followed, with a slow yet constant pacing, never matching my speed but always growing closer.
+ I ran and it followed, waiting for me to tire and fall.
+
+ The rain lifted, and with it went the footsteps.
+ I was safe, of a kind, but just as trapped as before.
+ I rested for a few moments, before stumbling forward in hope of finding a gate before the rain returned, my body aching.
+
+ But it rained again.
+ And again, and again, through day and night.
+ I do not know how many frozen cold wet nights I ran for.
+ It never quite reached me, but it was often close, its scent lingering, mixing with my own newfound smell of decay.
+ Even though I knew there was no exit from this foul place, I kept running, hope alone keeping me mobile.
+
+ Days turned to weeks, and I collapsed, exhausted and starving, not even having the strength to fear anymore.
+ I willed it to catch me, to consume me through myself.
+ When the rain came that time, I did not hear the footsteps.
+
+ I am told I spent only 3 days abroad, although they will admit I looked somehow aged.
+ I escaped with my life, but I am less sure of my soul, and know I have lost my mind.
+ My nurse chatters to herself as she tidies my bedsheets and nightstand.
+ I pick at my skin and start to salivate.
+notes: |
+ This was a summary of a [student union society](https://www.union.ic.ac.uk/rcc/meat/)
+ trip to Bruges for the student newspaper, [Felix](http://felixonline.co.uk).
+ At breakfast on the second day, a writeup for Felix came up, and as we were all
+ members of the [science fiction society](http://icsf.org.uk) we thought it would
+ be fun to do one each in different styles. Mine was, [again](../chesham), gothic horror.
+
+ It's largely factual if skewed; we did nearly get off at the wrong station, and
+ got lost a lot. The pub is probably the one at the corner of Langestraat and
+ Molenmeers (it was 2014, I'm writing this in 2016, and it's not readily
+ searchable). The cannibals were from a statue in the [chocolate museum](http://www.choco-story.be/ENG).
+
+ It was published in [Issue 1581 of Felix](http://felixonline.co.uk/issuearchive/issue/1393/download/) (page 37).
+---
+{% extends 'templates/base.html' %}
+{% block body %}
+ <nav>
+ <a href='/writings'>&gt; writings</a>
+ </nav>
+ <header>
+ <h1>{{ title }}</h1>
+ </header>
+
+ <article>{{ body | markdown }}</article>
+ <hr />
+ <aside>{{ notes | markdown }}</aside>
+{% endblock %}