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author | Ethel Morgan <eth@ethulhu.co.uk> | 2020-07-06 18:23:10 +0100 |
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diff --git a/src/writings/bruges.thrust b/src/writings/bruges.thrust new file mode 100644 index 0000000..03e81e3 --- /dev/null +++ b/src/writings/bruges.thrust @@ -0,0 +1,109 @@ +--- +title: Bruges +date: 2014-06-20 +body: | + Endless twisting roads. + I kept running, ever conscious of the footsteps behind me, its march keeping to the drumbeat of my heart. + I took a left, almost falling from skidding on the torrential downpour. + Tap. + Tap. + Tap. + + --- + + After my recent submission to a collection curated by messrs McIntosh and Bergen, I took my leave for Bruges. + I had heard much of the Belgian air's restorative effects, and I was tired from my studies, and so I found myself but 3 days ago leaving the comfortable bosom of London for the continent. + The journey was largely uneventful, although I found myself attempting to leave the train at Aalter, as if in a trance, unthinkingly taking my luggage and walking to the door. + I came to as I had nearly stepped out, and returned to my seat. + I now wish I had not, and allowed whatever providence to succeed in its attempt to save me. + + Upon reaching Bruges, I attempted to find my lodging, a small boarding house near one of the city gates. + I had procured a map while in London, but none of the streets seemed to quite match, and were named differently when they did. + I walked at least one circle of the maze, the trudging of my feet like a shambling chant, walking out some kind of prayer to be shown rest. + But as that thought crossed my mind, the architecture yielded, and it was before me, where surely it was not before. + + I checked into the hotel, and went for a simple dinner in the small square a short walk away. + The mussels were delicious, the escargot divine, the beer rich and dark. + The streets, previously desolate and foreboding, were now filled with all kinds of people, bustling and scurrying to avoid the rain, suddenly pouring from the sky as it was. + I idly watched them to and fro, before the sky darkened, the rain stopped, and they disappeared. + I paid and left, and found myself stood on a bridge looking out over one of the many canals, and shuddered. + The river, its black mass seething and writhing beneath, gurgling as if digesting its last victim, hungry. + Even though it has no eyes, I knew it watched me pass. + It watched, and I shuddered, with something even more primal than fear, something that left me transfixed, held as if by the hand of God Himself, if such a thing can even exist in the face of this... thing below. + By the time I returned to my body and came to my senses, the shadow in the water was gone. + I stumbled back to my lodgings, shaken. + + The day that followed was agreeable, visiting local collections and enjoying delicacies. + The rain left me soaked as I walked, and I often found myself at a loss attempting to comprehend the geometry of the place, but suddenly it was refreshing, almost comforting in a way I can't quite describe but felt so assuredly. + + There was one moment of unease, however. + Within a collection devoted to showcasing local produce, I came upon a scene of such macabre intentions I can barely comprehend. + A vision of a man consuming his own flesh, as if overcome by madness, not for want of food, but of such warped senses as to find it appetizing. + Next to them, a woman offered up her child, like a basket of delicious fruits, insane and twisted. + Confused and unsettled, I moved on into the safety of the rain. + + I woke the following morning, packed my things, said my goodbyes, and started toward the station. + I inevitably found myself lost, the maddening layout mocking me as I walked in circles again. + I could not even try to ask a local for guidance, as the streets were once more empty. + After an hour of this, the sun beating down on me, I tried to stop for a lunch, or perhaps one of the Trappist brews, but found no-where open. + A bell tolled in the near distance, hidden behind the walls of this maze, so close and yet obscured and concealed. + + I turned, looked at my map, turned again. + Everywhere, a winding road of esoteric yet uniform architecture, devoid of any kind of life. + "Gieterijstraat", "Witteleertouwesstraat", "Minderbroederstraat", the language as arcane as the streets themselves, seemingly assembled without form or reason. + It was at this point that I knew. + The city had caught me, and now it was simply playing. + + I walked and walked, growing tired and hungry. + I longed for the rain, to cool me in the sun and as reassurance that time was truly passing. + But with it came the footsteps. + When I first heard them, I felt joy, but it soon turned to terror as I saw what was making them, for I had seen it in the eyes of the man feasting on himself. + I turned and ran. + The footsteps followed, with a slow yet constant pacing, never matching my speed but always growing closer. + I ran and it followed, waiting for me to tire and fall. + + The rain lifted, and with it went the footsteps. + I was safe, of a kind, but just as trapped as before. + I rested for a few moments, before stumbling forward in hope of finding a gate before the rain returned, my body aching. + + But it rained again. + And again, and again, through day and night. + I do not know how many frozen cold wet nights I ran for. + It never quite reached me, but it was often close, its scent lingering, mixing with my own newfound smell of decay. + Even though I knew there was no exit from this foul place, I kept running, hope alone keeping me mobile. + + Days turned to weeks, and I collapsed, exhausted and starving, not even having the strength to fear anymore. + I willed it to catch me, to consume me through myself. + When the rain came that time, I did not hear the footsteps. + + I am told I spent only 3 days abroad, although they will admit I looked somehow aged. + I escaped with my life, but I am less sure of my soul, and know I have lost my mind. + My nurse chatters to herself as she tidies my bedsheets and nightstand. + I pick at my skin and start to salivate. +notes: | + This was a summary of a [student union society](https://www.union.ic.ac.uk/rcc/meat/) + trip to Bruges for the student newspaper, [Felix](http://felixonline.co.uk). + At breakfast on the second day, a writeup for Felix came up, and as we were all + members of the [science fiction society](http://icsf.org.uk) we thought it would + be fun to do one each in different styles. Mine was, [again](../chesham), gothic horror. + + It's largely factual if skewed; we did nearly get off at the wrong station, and + got lost a lot. The pub is probably the one at the corner of Langestraat and + Molenmeers (it was 2014, I'm writing this in 2016, and it's not readily + searchable). The cannibals were from a statue in the [chocolate museum](http://www.choco-story.be/ENG). + + It was published in [Issue 1581 of Felix](http://felixonline.co.uk/issuearchive/issue/1393/download/) (page 37). +--- +{% extends 'templates/base.html' %} +{% block body %} + <nav> + <a href='/writings'>> writings</a> + </nav> + <header> + <h1>{{ title }}</h1> + </header> + + <article>{{ body | markdown }}</article> + <hr /> + <aside>{{ notes | markdown }}</aside> +{% endblock %} |